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No I don't have an answer
to all your lonely nights
but I know this ain't it
swiping left right left right left right
this is what we've been reduced to
give ourselves away for free
but it only soothes the symptoms
temporary company
im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy
This aint no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
if you found happiness within you
not inside someone else
you might say that I'm bitter
might be correct as well
but I must pose the question
are you happy ask yourself
im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy
now they're tryna figure out
without being impolite
how to say they must be going
they got other plans tonight
they say "call when you get home
cause that shit was really nice
we can do it anytime"
maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
just a sunday afternoon
where two lonely people met
and they licked each others wounds
it's a self sustaining cycle
such a pitiful pursuit
im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy
im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy
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2. |
Cum Jar - RIP McAfee
02:20
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verse 1
can't believe they got him
cant believe hes gone
this man was a treasure
and the world’s been robbed
fucking hookers and snorting lines
he was the greatest man alive
but now he is dead
i hate them goddamn feds
chorus
(John McAfee)
(Makes Me Happy)
(John McAfee)
(I miss you badly)
took him away
on that day in spain
He should’ve been
set free
and now you lie
that he did suicide
we will miss you
john mcafee
verse 2
cant catch him
based libertarian
cant believe he died in
europe
man like him
dont imprison
dont kill him
in gay ass europe
he fucked a whale
he went and set sail
when he was wanted
for based crimes
He didnt bail
Dont believe this tale
No suicide
Dont believe their lies
We have just lost a legend
Into heaven he ascends
Even if we get the switch
I can say it wasnt worth this
chorus
(John McAfee)
(Makes Me Happy)
(John McAfee)
(I miss you badly)
took him away
on that day in spain
He should’ve been
set free
and now you lie
that he did suicide
we will miss you
john mcafee
took him away
on that day in spain
He should’ve been
set free
and now you lie
that he did suicide
we will miss you
john mcafee
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4. |
Mango Red - Cowboy
03:14
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wakes up early Sunday morning
turns on his tv
he's still amazed by what he sees
gunslinger, law bringer
a hero to the town
so brave and so renowned
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy, but only in his dreams
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy, but it's never what it seems
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy that needs to take his meds
cowboy please, get out of my head
he wakes up one day
he buys a gun
to show to every one
calls himself "god's lonely man"
says that he has a plan
as he shows me his hand
a loaded m1 garand
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy, but only in his dreams
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy, but it's never what it seems
he's a cowboy he's a cowboy that needs to take his meds
cowboy please, get out of my head
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5. |
npobu - Autist Retard
02:24
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im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive
i really hate my life
i really want to die
i hate my fucking body
why i am so fucking skinny
now wonder girls dont like me
i look so pathetic
i cant wait to get a gun
and paint the room with my blood
i look so fucking ugly
no wonder no one likes me
to people im just a clown
they really like to tease me
and it hurts so bad
i can never fit in
im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive x??
all i ever wanted
was to be the man
be tall and strong basically a chad
but i am a fucking framelet
genetics fucked me over
so i hate staying sober
but i dont have any money
to buy more booze its funny
all the people around me
i just want them to die
im so done with this place
my brains so fried
i have a plan in my head
it will take some time
but i hope ill make it
plan called murder suicide
im such an autist retard
i wish i wasnt alive x??
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hate ppl
get me outta here
i feel chocked by
the atmosphere
i want leave
i wanna get out
why am i like this
its such a twisted joke
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7. |
h4rtbrkr - Emo Girl
01:04
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emo girl she slits her wrists
says its my fault
i dont give a shit
she ran away
from therapists
she wont come home
her parents pissed
when im around i'll make her frown
i'll lift her up and break her down
i'll tell her lies straight to her eyes
i'll watch the soul inside her die
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9. |
deepblu - STRANGLER
03:01
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It cuts my throat off
It starts to sting and burn my eyes
I want you thrown off
Whatever house you sleep at now
It’s a strangler
Emotion wrangler
It makes me sick and I want it done to you
Take off your make up
It’s gonna take up
All your energy not to just turn red
hands on your neck
Let me squeeze until your head pops off
Well hit the deck
Make sure to tell me when you’ve had enough
I’m a strangler
Fucking wanna bang her
Walls are getting closer
And it’s getting hard to breathe
Not gonna wake up
From our little shake up
I wont tell your family and they’ll think we both OD
We could use knives but the tensions up too much
I don’t want it to be quick I’m fuckin desperate for the touch
You’re such a strangler
What’s with the anger
We both want this
Let it all out now
You can hit me
Tell your friends a hit piece
It’s not like they’re ever gonna like me anymore
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go to class raise your hand ask to use the bathroom
pop a pill take a shot why am I so mad dude
go to lunch I don't have friends it makes me sad dude
the burning urge to kill stays with me like a tattoo
rolling in my trench coat I don't care about anything
wrist cut cause it's the closest thing to dismembering
the fuckers that bully me giving me nightmares
but it's okay on the 20 I won't play fair
hitmen for hire
causing up a fire
with the weed that we burning getting us higher
homicidal mind set
screaming out fucking threats
burning a cigarette while thinking bout my regrets
grabbing my tech 9
and a bunch of pipe bombs
we boutta make this school look like a scene from Vietnam
11 in the morning
leaving mother's mourning
Rachel was a nice girl
but my day got boring
walking into the lunch room
shoot everybody standing
hit a few kids now they're body's fucking landing
laughing at the bloody scene
thinking how that could be me
but I don't give a fuck about trying to seem healthy
rolling in my trench coat I don't care about anything
wrist cut cause it's the closest thing to dismembering
the fuckers that bully me giving me nightmares
but it's okay on the 20 I won't play fair
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11. |
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Stop sending me nude photographs
I just wanna see your face when I open snapchat
You're cute your cool please stop sending me
All these pictures that are so obscene
You don't have to take off your clothes to win my heart
I just wanna talk not look at your private parts
I'm out eating with my family
What would they think if they turned to see
Leave me alone I'm a sigma male
Your charms won't work I am not that frail
Please don't do this anymore
It's not that cool that you have to be a whore
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12. |
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I had a nice day today saw lots of pretty birds fly my way
I had a nice day today heard lots of funny jokes I would like to say
to you x7
I just wanna tell you about my day
I just wanna tell you about my day
I read a book today I think that you'd think that was cool
I ate some vegetables and thought about my friends from school
I saw a cat out on the street and it was super cute
I took a picture of it just so I could show to you
I just wanna tell you about my day
I just wanna tell you about my day
when you're not around I get kinda down
'cause I just wanna say every single little thing that I ever possibly could
to you
and I just wanna tell you
every single little thing I ever fucking do
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girls are boring, always ignoring, they keep whoring their way thru life. ask her a question and she dont know the answer, they give the strongest men a mental cancer.
what the hell are you supposed to do
thinking they are better then you?
girls are boring thats for sure
always act so innocent and pure
girls are boring, so boring
girls are boring, so boring
when you say hi
she dont reply
she wants a bad boy
he uses her like a sex toy
and she blames all men for it
she ate a lot of dick
at parties she sits on her phone
sex addicted men wanna bring her home
she got no life
dont ever make her your wife
what the hell are you supposed to do
thinking they are better then you?
girls are boring thats for sure
always act so innocent and pure
girls are boring, so boring
girls are boring, so boring
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theres a government in my pocket
advertisements in my eye socket
everybody go praise prophets
everybody praises what profits
here the people crying slowly
hear the prayers are unholy
here the people are more than merry
here evils the virgin mary
it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide
free will will make you a slave
so enslave yourself to drugs and games
play the games the way we say
and say the things we advocate
"dont be a slave to devotion
dont be a slave to god
dont think about your emotions
dont think just sit in pod"
it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide
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16. |
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I hate everyone at my school
I want to burn you all alive
I bought a gun through the deepweb
to the bullying that I suffered will be rewarded
now you better all run the shooting will start
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21. |
deepblu - Outcast
01:59
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22. |
Girldog - Nature Song
01:58
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i spend time with you and my worries slip away
im left with the stars and the trees and your face
walking through the brambles til theres blood all on our ankles
playing some spelunky with the junkies and the animals
smelling pretty flowers while we slide down pretty hours
hopping walls into the places we want to be ours
i look up at the stars and they dont terrify me anymore
tactile sense of beaches salty water shiny grass
full moon to complete us and the call of an ass
coming home late at night or not at all
i dont read poetry i see i feel i touch i taste it all
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24. |
Cyborg9k - Sailor Moon
03:46
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25. |
Raccoon King - Yes Sir
00:54
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i need a ride to walmart
ill give you gas money
when we get back
now were here
youll see ur last days on earth
this is the end of it
youll end up in a ditch
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my friends think i lost it
when im elliotrodgerposting
all i do is spread the message
making people educated
beautiful day and the sun is shinng
got my vanilla latte and im driving
looking at the chads and stacies
through my armani glasses
my life could be perfect
if i wasnt asian manlet
whole puberty i was hated
for bullies i was walking target
no girls ever payed me atention
no matter how i dressed for the occasion
my whore sister got a boyfriend
hearing them having sex was a torment
my friends think i lost it
when im elliotrodgerposting
all i do is spread the message
making people educated
x2
22 and still a virgin
so much hatred my blood is boiling
in the streets seeing couples
i really want to run them over
kill them all
kill them all
im past point of being saved
i bought my second gun
kill them all
i will kill them all
they will pay for my fucking excuse of a life
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Verse 1
i wanna feel respected
wanna to work a job
wanna to have family
don't wanna be slob
have many ambitions
look forward to my life
wanna have some kids
and also have a wife
Chorus
but i still feel anxiety
there is so much stress
things are gonna change for me
more than how i dress
not scared of growing old
but don't wanna be a bore
don't wanna be generic
i want something more
Verse 2
want to work an office job
become a cpa
will that be the death of me
i don't wanna change
don't fear responsibility
that's what i embrace
but i don't wanna lose myself
don't wanna act my age
Chorus
but i still feel anxiety
there is so much stress
things are gonna change for me
more than how i dress
not scared of growing old
but don't wanna be a bore
don't wanna be generic
i want something more
Verse 3
im gonna work hard
to get a good career
not gonna give in
be assaulted by my fear
i deserve this
and i'm gonna do great
i will be myself
i'm not gonna change
verse 4
why is growing up so scary
i just want to do the best
so thats what ill try to be
but i have to pass this test
feels like a 4 year exam
i need to get an a
i want it i deserve it man
i wanna to get to that place
Chorus
but i still feel anxiety
there is so much stress
things are gonna change for me
more than how i dress
not scared of growing old
but don't wanna be a bore
don't wanna be generic
i want something more
Verse 5
im gonna work hard
to get a good career
not gonna give in
be assaulted by my fear
i deserve this
and i'm gonna do great
i will be myself
i am not gonna change
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dying in my class, cutting deep into my wrists
i want all chads to die
I'm a loser that everyone hates
but I did not do anything
I hate my school
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30. |
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open the lock
an old lunchbox
your fingernail
the one you lost
you found a place
two worlds away
like i’d forget
the words you said
happy birthday
don’t fade away
in the parking lot
where we would talk
about our friends
and the ones we lost
next to mine
i carved your name
like i’d forget
your special day
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She gave me a shovel, so i can dig my own grave
She read my message, and it makes me go insane
Weird flashing colours in my little brain
The night clubs wont help me but they take away the pain
Dried out my eyes the tension in your lies
School shooter tendencies
Take it like a man
I was minding my business drinking with my mistress X2
I dont know where to go after this im so alone
Sittin in my home drawing pictures of your skull
Surfing at the BBQ
Killing children with Kung-fu
Dried out my eyes the tension in your lies
School shooter tendencies
Take it like a man
I was minding my business drinking with my mistress x 4
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32. |
Mango Red - Hikkikomori
02:27
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Another day, another time to sleep
another time, just maybe
i might just leave my house
i don't want to go out
why leave? I'm so comfy.
i have everything i need.
if i get hungry i can just order a but to eat.
i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori
i have nobody
that's fine by me
i chose this life for me
i want to be hikkikomori
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33. |
h4rtbrkr - 1-up girl
00:53
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It's time to jump up in the air
Jump up, don't be scared
Jump up and your cares will soar away
And if the dark clouds start to swirl
Don't fear, don't shed a tear 'cause
I'll be your 1-UP girl
So let's all jump up super high!
High up in the sky!
There's no power-up like dancing
You know that you're my Super Star
No one else can take me this far
I'm flipping the Switch
Get ready for this
Oh, let's do the Odyssey
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Look at me in my eyes
all the hate that i feel is coming out
and now im scared of what i know now
grab my blade slit my wrist and go to sleep
its just day another day for me
panic attacks and gabbies
while everybody stares at me
holy shit im living like a feen
i cant feel my fucking face im overdosing
dont think i can ever stop that potion
it feels like im drowing in an ocean
reminding me of why im so broken
why the fuck would i wanna be sober
when the withdrawl kicks in its over
i didnt think id spend my life like this
im only 15 and yet so lifelesss
i dont wanna have to pop to feel fine
i just wanna wake up without the shine in my eyes
i just wanna wake up without the ringing in my mind
i just wanna get back to normal and aligned
look at me in my eyes
all the hate that i feel is coming out
and now im scared of what i know now
grab my blade slit my wrist and go to sleep
its just day another day for me
panic attacks and gabbies
while everybody stares at me
holy shit im living like a feen
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stake my head into the ground
stake my heart without a sound
sent from God to kill us now
sent from God, kill us now
got me a woman got me a nail
trapped in my mind like a prison cell
extolled above all shall be jael
for making my life a living hell
and i love her
and i love her
i trusted you to treat me right
drinking away till the end of night
head on your lap everything was alright
now i wish i was never alive
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38. |
Lil Watermark - Its Over
00:59
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